What a wonderful example Valezka, of creating from connection, rather than
creating from disconnection and fear (which seems to me to create chaos!) So
when you were creating from a not connected space, he was playing up (it sounds
like he was REALLY playing up too!) And then when you were connected, you were
creating in harmony and producing harmony.

Hmmmm I think I'm going to have a sit in the armchair this morning in front of
the fire and do some individual creating in harmony with Sunny and Bobby and
maybe that will clear up my questions about Celtic Peace who still occasionally
tells me that he still wants to race, but I feel such ambivalence about even
going there again with him after last time...

Funny how we (make that "I") get something/understand something like this
creating in harmony stuff and yet don't apply it to everything... duh!!!

I guess that's a giant value of a discussion group like this!

Love to all, Jenny

--- In bobbysdiariesdiscussiongroup@yahoogroups.com, "valezka"
<v.macdonald6@...> wrote:
>
> Wow, I havent been online for a couple of days and there is so much amazing
stuff happening. Every single post was so full of information and insights that
I had to read them twice and then still need to have another go!!
> Personally everything said by everyone was also relevant to me. I read the
new post at books with spirit and it is very big!! as is all the things going on
in the group at the moment.
> How does it relate to me. Well I have this little friend called Bluey...
> We have been on this cool journey together for 2 weeks now, and I have read
Zen agian and Bobbys Diaries, and the Waterhole rituals, and listened to the
mp3. Funny, since Mia died I felt very lost, no connection at all, wondering
around with all these big new things popping up all over the place. Whole new
life basically. Thanks to Bluey Today for the first time in ages I felt the
connection again and that joy. It was him. We have been fighting for so long
and I couldnt get it, the more I tried. And today, I haltered him and asked him
to come walk with me. We started on the fighting side again and then it was a
moment of Change it. So I get what you are all saying. He is telling me in the
way he knows how that I need to change it. I didnt even have a dream for us,
all this time I hadnt really even included him in my dreams for the herd. He
was just there. So today when we stood together grazing I let it all go and we
shared space together until after a long time there was a connection between us.
Thats when I got that I didnt even have a dream, I was asking for stuff but
there was no reason, no connection no real friendship there, no incentive for
him to do as I asked. I was all pots and pans in the head and heart. When I
found what I wanted in my heart for us, and told him, he opened up like you
wouldnt believe. Here suddenly was this massively powerful horse, I got the
image of an andalusian, who was feeling patronized by me for being small, who
felt not taken seriously, who did not feel respected and valued for who he was.
He is not a kids pony, he is a magnificent, dancing proud horse. And as I
realized this and was mesmerized by this being, we began to walk, a long flowing
walk that led us through the bush and through tracks and we walked together in
harmony for the first time, he pranced and trotted so smoothly, I believe it was
self carriage, he flowed with me mooving softly to my requests to stop, turn
circle etc online. I gave him the full line, and he took it always turned into
me, me leading with soft hands and body and he took my breath away. He licked
and chewed and looked so powerful and happy in his eyes, he walked at my side,
not running me down, not digging in his heels, not rearing and striking or
kicking, and he let me stroke him on his wither while walking and talking. When
we went back to the paddock, I saw him for the first time as he walked to the
others. He is just awsome. My mouth is still open in amazement.
> And what is the dream that we have to crate together. Well I was wanting him
to be safe (this means dead inside to him) so that the kids could handle him and
they could ride him. A pony ride horse!! Yuck!! This is not Bluey. Because
the kids have no idea of who he really is. Thats what he thinks anyway. And I
agree with him now. So we have changed the dream. I still want him to be safe
to be around, that means no kicking and biting and running people over. And if
the kids respect him he will respect them, so I think that for a long time it
will be Bluey and I . I think he came for me, not the kids, he came to teach
me... So I am feeling very lucky indeed.
> May the magic continue for all of us.
> lol Valezka
>